Then I saw the Cross

I was out-of-town this week helping a friend face some sudden, unpleasant twists in life’s journey. To help take care of myself so I could in turn be more help to others, I took a walk. When I passed a huge stone church the archway invited me to look closer.

I felt drawn in, almost irresistibly, to look deeper. As I approached there was clearly a path beyond the arch. I stepped into the archway and I could see the beautiful old trees and carefully maintained shrubs inviting me further in. Passing through the arch and down the path I began to see a series of low stone walls with thoughtfully placed benches to allow anyone to sit and contemplate. The presence of the Spirit of God was like a thick hush.

Then I saw the Cross…

Made of well weathered copper, it stands at least ten feet tall with an abstract Celtic center at the intersection of the beams. I felt like a magnet was pulling me closer. Sensing the presence of Christ I reached out and touched the Cross.

As soon as I did I began to cry. My tears flowed and my crying turned to sobbing. I felt the release of the pain of the burden I was helping to carry and I knew I was also drawing off at least some of the pain and the grief of my friend with the intercession of tears. The cross was absorbing it. I kept sobbing as I knelt, now leaning my head and shoulder into the base of the cross. I heaved and coughed and my tears fell like rain on the ground. When I had cried all I could I experienced an assurance that my unspoken prayers had been heard…at the cross.

What do you do with your burdens and pain?

About the author

Andrea Van Boven (Madden): I like to think I am a radical lover of Jesus, but I live in a house and pay bills and look like I fit in with respectable society, like most people. What goes on in my head and heart are hopefully the things that betray the look of "normal" that comes at first glance. I hope those things inside of me seep out to actions as well as words of hope and encouragement. I pray that these in turn will lead others to know the loving Creator who knows us so intimately that he has a number for every hair on every head.

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